Mistress Christine's controlled sissy

Well lacy has finally found the the one Mistress who would consider taking control of lacy. Mistress is pretty, intelligent, and dominant. What a combination. I am just so excited, and nervous. I just don't know why but I really long to have her control me, my orgasms, masturbation, shopping, dressing, assignments, punishments, and my sissy training. The thought of being controlled and not being in charge of my orgasms and even my own sissy clitty is scary and exciting, never knowing what she will have me do one minute to the next. Mistress Christine is absolutely beautiful. I love to dream of being in her presence and begging her to use me for her pleasure. She grabs me by the ears and forces my mouth toward her moist and precious femininity. Of course my hands are tied behind my back and my own sexual desires are heightened as my sissy clitty responds. If only I could do something with my sissy clitty, but alas Mistress isn't ready since lacy must serve Mistress needs first. Maybe after several orgasms pity will be directed toward lacy and Mistress will allow her some type of humiliating and painful relief.
If only.........

Lonely and preparing

Well lacy is in her hotel room tonight. After debating long and hard (pun intended) lacy decide to start her shaving. Up and down each leg lacy worked slowly removing her ugly male hair. Then up around the private area and working very closely the hair falls away. Then working on up to her waist and then even further up. lacy is now very clean shaven from the waist down and will be getting the razor and or supplies to make her perfectly smooth all over. Afterward lacy decided to try on her pantyhose for the first time ever with shaven legs (shiver). Pulling them slowly up each leg the thrill of clean shaven legs and hosiery was simply exquisite. lacy had never imagined such a sensous experience from such a simple ritual. lacy then donned her highheels and a nightie and began slowly and methodically stroking her sissy clitty. It too was clean and smooth for the first time ever. Sadly even though extremely aroused lacy was not able to attain true sissy satisfaction and orgasm. Mistress has done too well conditioning lacy, dare I try the nipple clamps? Pulling out each nipple and stretching it then slowly releasing the clamp to unmercifully pinch each nipple lacy gasped with the first shock of pain. Then rubbing he sissy clitty with even more enthusiasm lacy is still not able to orgasm. Only Mistress can save her from this excited state, maybe tomorrow night or the next Mistress will allow lacy a phone session and release.

Over the last three day lacy has been wearing her pad and sharing Mistress monthly cycle. lacy never realized how how and damp the pads would make her. Even changing her pad only gives relief for a few minutes. Changing at work and at home is serious task as lacy has to get out her new little black zipped pouch she purchased to store her Always pads in. Going into the stall lacy hopes no one else will come in and possible catch her changing her pad. But being an obedient sissy lacy is following the procedures per Mistress instructions. Hopefully Mistress will let lacy know when it is over so she can then stop with the pads but only until the next month.

Sincerely,
lacy

Shopping in preparation

lacy spent the afternoon doing a little shopping in preparation for her eventual deflowering by Mistress . Since this is such a special event lacy is looking to assemble the perfect virginal white outfit. Wearing nude pantyhose, black bra, boyleg panties, and black camisole under my other clothes lacy was very excited to be out and shopping. Since Mistress said to surprise her with lacy's deflowering outfit the pictures will be posted after that event.

After checking several places lacy stopped in at Intimate Apparel of Lexington. She was greeted at the door by a very cute manager and asked is she needed any help finding anything. lacy answered that she wanted to look around a bit first. After perusing the entire stores lingerie, toy, and shoe section she settled on the selection of white corsets. lacy asked the manager if they ran true to size. She explained that they were usually close but if my wife or girlfriend was very busty she would probably need the next larger size. Selecting three that lacy was interested in she went to the counter and said "these are actually for me and would it be possible to try them on before purchasing." She then smiled and said "certainly let me open a dressing room for you. Before going in she asked if I had worn corsets before. I said "just a little." She explained about the laces and front hooks while loosening the laces up for me. Going into the dressing room blushing red, trembling slightly, and aroused as well lacy turned to close the door. The manager said that she would come back and help me with the laces. lacy almost fainted. Trying on the first selections they were all too small. Going back out lacy picked up the next larger sizes and went back to the dressing room. Trying three on lacy finally decided she needed help with the one that seemed to fit best. Calling for the manager she asked if I needed some help and I replied that I did. Opening the door for the first time wearing only my undies and hosiery, someone could see me as my sissy self. She was smiling and told me to turn around. Expertly she laced up the back and began pulling the laces tighter and tighter. I was so excited my knees were weak. After several minutes she had the corset laced up properly and hugging me securely in all the right places. Looking in the mirror lacy announced that she would take this one. The manager said I will see you up front when you are ready. Finally realizing what had happened I slowly removed the corset.

Walking to the counter and laying the corset on the counter she asked if I needed anything else. I mentioned stockings and she took me to that section and helped me pick out a two pairs of lacey top stockings. Again asking if that was all lacy said there were some shoes she would like to try on. Still smiling she showed lacy to the shoe department and helped her try on several pairs. Having to take her shoes off, lacy's stocking clad feet and hot pink toenails were very visible, eliciting another big smile from the manager. After standing and walking in them lacy selected a pair of baby doll black pumps, and a pair of strappy 5" sandals in white. Asking again if I needed anything else and smiling, lacy finally said that would be all. While checking out the manager was very friendly and refused a tip. I thanked and told her how much I appreciated her treating me so well, assisting me, and being so friendly. She gave me her name and told me to please come back again while offering her hand. I thanked her again and wished I had the courage to kiss her hand in gratitude. I will certainly be going back there again and fervently hope she will be there to assist me.

lacy stopped a couple of days later on the way back through town and left a card and a token or my appreciation for the manager.

lacy truly hopes Mistress approves of the days activities and her account here.
Sincerely,
lacy

Deeper and deeper in her spell

Last evening lacy was in her room all dressed up and no place to go. Trying to rub herself to orgasm but to no avail. Something was missing. Nipple clamps and a very seductive and demanding sweet voice. Obviously lacy is falling deeper and deeper in Mistress control. This evening lacy took a trip the corner drugstore for some hot pink nail polish per Mistress instructions. There were numerous choices, after studying each carefully lacy decided the Revlon's Pink Freeze would meet Mistress' instructions. Next the mall, checking all of the major stores lacy finally purchased a new hot pink nightie, a barely pink bra and panties, and a white bra and panties. The sweet clerk asked is that was all I needed and commented on the items lacy was purchasing. Naturally lacy was wearing her pantyhose, bra, panties, and camisole underneath her outer garments.

Back in her room lacy quickly stripped off her hosiery and painted her sissy toes a very hot pink. Now lacy will think of her adventures and her Mistress every time she sees her painted toes. Calling Mistress lacy described her adventure and outfit to Mistress. Pleased with lacy's progress Mistress began to tease and torment lacy with her plug and nipple clamps. lacy is only allowed to say that her nipple clamps hurt so good. lacy has to pull on her clamps before and during her orgasm from now on. And it does hurt so good. Mistress wants lacy to associate the pain of the nipple clamps with her sexual satisfaction and release.

Mistress has lacy looking for a new outfit for her deflowering sometime in the future. Mistress says it must be white and very sexy and must be very pretty and special. This may take some thought and searching for the perfect outfit, after all it's not every day a sissy submissive looses her virginity.The thought makes me quiver.

The latest emasculation is that lacy may no longer call her male parts by their old name. From this point forward lacy has a sissy clitty, sissy bits, and a sissy slit or sissy pussy. Slowly, surely, and methodically Mistress is stripping away the maleness and creating a true sissy submissive slut. Deeper and deeper in her spell.

lacy

Taking direction from Mistress

Tonight lacy spent a little time picking out her outfit to wear for her encounter with Mistress Jill. Mistress Jill said to surprise her with an outfit. Hopefully this outfit meets her expectations. Purple is such a sexy color, especially purple satin. The stockings also have a beautiful frilly lacy top and a satin ribon bow as well. But a lady doesn't show her stocking tops does she unless instructed to do so by her very controlling Mistress. Also there is a pretty demi cup satin purple bra, matching thong panty, and of course to hold up the stockings a satin garter belt. Tonight lacy had done a little shopping as she needed new pantyhose. A trip to the mall late in the evening and a very pretty young clerk checked lacy out at the counter. She had a very pretty knowing grin all the while.
During lacy's phone session with Mistress she discussed possible punishments if she was bad or the possibility of being punished just because Mistress wanted to. Sometimes a sissy just needs to know who the boss is. Mistress kept lacy on the edge for an eternity and oh did I mention the nipple clamps she had me put on at the begining and keep tugging on. Apparently Mistress is planning on a pavlovian response from lacy in the future. Not being able to get aroused or satisfied unless Mistress is in control and some pain is present. No easy orgasms anymore or without Mistress permission. Mistress wanted lacy's nipples to be sore tomorrow and they surely will be, reminding lacy of her last session with Mistress. Well time to get dressed for bed per orders and dreaming of Mistress controlling me. I wonder what Mistress will have me wearing tomorrow?

Mistress and lacy's second session

Well it took a little while to get everything on, crotchless pantyhose, panties and matching long-line bra, open bottom girdle and black stockings, a very tight black lycra dress and of course D'orsay open toe black patent pumps with 5 inch heels. Just to help things along a medium butt plug, and a pad with wings to catch any sissy excitement drops, and a set of nipple clamps with a pretty purple beaded chain. Getting all of this on took a while due to the excitement and nervousness at the thought of talking with Mistress again. Last nights session absolutely took all of my energy and was probably one of the most intense climaxes I have ever experienced. At this point I have a thousand thoughts going through my head, where is this going, how far will it go, can I meet her expectations, and on and on. This just seems to be too good to be true. Making the phone call I am visibly shaking slightly. Mistress answers and remembers me. Oh I just love that voice. Mistress spends some time discussing what she would like to do with me in the future and preparing me for things to come, her expectations are very exciting to me and the arousal is very strong. Mistress must truly enjoy controlling submissive sissies. She then explains that of course sexual satisfaction is not permitted unless she permits it. That is strictly under her control. Mistress will begin selecting my frilly underwear for everyday wear and expects a list of clothing available to be sent to her this weekend so she may choose. Every minute or so as she describes her methods causes a twitch of lacy's sissy, shall we say sissy clitty, and a small drop comes forth involuntarily. After some time Mistress begins directing lacy's hand and controls her actions moving her very slowly and cautiously toward satisfaction. The end result is devastating to lacy physically and emotionally as her long awaited satisfaction surges forth. Obviously pleased Mistress gives lacy a last reminder of her duties and says goodnight. lacy waits the required time to remove her plug and then the required time to remove her outfit and get dressed for bed as instructed by Mistress. Where will this go, it seems too good to be true.

Mistress and lacy's first session

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